First Of Many Big Days

Well tomorrow is our first Doctor's appointment. I am actually not even going to see the Doctor tomorrow but I get to have an ultrasound done which makes me very happy. I am unsure of my exact due date which in turn says that I don't know how far along I am, to be exact that is. To my estimations I am about 9 weeks, but I can't wait to find out all the details tomorrow. I will also be meeting with the nurse to take all my history and such so as when I do see the Doctor it's all been taken care of.

I've been having a really rough time with being nauseated these last few weeks, though the last couple of days have been good. What queasiness I've felt has been manageable. I hope once I'm out of this first trimester I'll feel more like myself.

Because of my lack of energy and constant sick feeling, I feel like I have been lacking as a mom and wife. I'm not having a pity party, it's just the truth. It's been hard adjusting to the way I've been feeling. I feel so out it that it's hard to do my normal tasks. What use to be normal every day, routine things, are being let go until I can manage enough energy to do them (i.e. dishes, laundry, sweeping, dusting, etc...). I hate not feeling myself, but I know the end result will be worth every moment. I never experienced this with Camden so it's all new to me. It's almost like being pregnant for the first time because it is that different.

Well, I am sure that I will have lots to say after tomorrow, so until then...