Tough Days...

I feel like I've been having a few...right.in.a.row.

I'm struggle with disappointment mostly. Not disappointment in others or circumstance, but disappointment in myself. I feel so spread thin, that I haven't cultivated my relationships enough and some of them I'm afraid are on the verge of dying.

I'm struggling with finding balance. I'm so stuck in a rut at home that days slip into weeks before I realize I haven't spoken to some of the most important people in my life. At the same time, I have some in my life that I have had to specifically focus on for the need that is present.

For those who have not heard from me, whom I've let down and hurt...I'm sorry. Please, please know that my love for you and our friendship has not changed. I'm in need of some balance and change in my life right now and I am praying for grace. If I haven't seen you, contacted you, responded in some way...again...I'm so sorry. And let me assure you that you WILL hear from me.

I must go. I'm feeling extremely exhausted tonight and need rest. So until next time...TTFN