Good Days and Not So Good Days

Have you ever just had one of those kind of days? It seems that I have had a few too many lately. I was having a tough day a few days ago. It seemed as though the emotions of everything that has happened just came barreling at me full force hitting me like a lead weight. I feel very fortunate that my wonderful husband was home to help me through. I've been feeling much better and I don't say this for sympathy or empathy. It's just the way it's been. Blogging about is actually helpful.

So I've been feeling better the last day or so, then today just seemed to be a funky day. I had a follow up appointment today at 2:30. I had my day all set as such:

9:30 Wake up
10:00 Get myself and Camden ready
11:30 Get us lunch
12:30 Leave and drop off a movie, then head to Columbiana's Library
2:20 Arrive at my appointment

After my appointment Camden and I were going to do some much needed shopping. Well...didn't happen. None of it happened beyond the 9:30 wake up. My phone rang off the hook today, of course it did on a day like today. Instead of ignoring it and calling those who where calling back later, I answered. This in turn made us run behind the whole morning. By 1:30 we were dressed, had lunch, and were completely ready to go. So we head to the car and figure we'll make it to my appointment and can go to the library afterwards. I get Camden all strapped in, get myself all situated, put the keys in the ignition, and....NOTHING. There was absolutely nothing. There was no "click, click, click", just nothing! Oh I was so mad! I was trying to figure out what was wrong when I saw that Michael had left the the lights on when he drove the car last night. Great. So we got ourselves back inside and I called and rescheduled my appointment. I then got Camden down for a nap. Later after Mike got home, he decided to jump the car and go get us something to eat. So I decided I needed to get a move on to getting these wedding pictures edited and the picture video started. I got most of the editing down. Around 8:00 I stared the picture video. It is currently 1:18 a.m. and you know my darn computer froze up on me the minute I imported the music. The program I use always backs up my files when this happens. Well I went to reopen the program after a reboot and there was only the pictures and the music files, none of the work that I had done. None of it was saved. I always backed my work up so that when this happens I have it and for what ever dog gone reason it is not there. So you know what? I said "screw it" and I'm done for the night. I feel terrible for being so angry, but grrrr!! All that work, hours and hours of work, down the drain. So I can now look forward to working on this darn thing tomorrow, from scratch. I'll say one this is for sure, if I ever do a wedding again and they want a video like this, I will have to charge a heck of a lot more than I did for this one!

So I am praying that tomorrow is not so full of mishaps. I need to do some Christmas/Birthday shopping tomorrow. As much as I hate that I have to go into Boardman, I know I must. I don't have much choice I'm afraid.

Well ya'll sorry for my pitiful post, but I feel much better now. I think I'm gonna go to bed. TTFN