I'm feeling a bit better about the whole Christmas thing. I have never waited this long to start my Christmas shopping. I haven't even bought a thing for Camden and the stress of it all has just got me so bogged down. I've also got two birthdays this weekend to attend parties for. So that is more shopping I have to do. It's just all come up so very, very fast. It has complete got me in a tizzy.
I really do love Christmas but there has just been so much that has happened leading up to the holidays. I hope that with Mike's Christmas party being tonight that I will really be in the Christmas mood. Like Kimmy, I haven't watched nearly as many of the Christmas movies that I love to watch each year. By this time I have, had at the very least, watched White Christmas. I have yet to do so this year. Maybe today before the party.
I'm not sure how the Christmas party will be tonight. I know for sure that the food will be good and lots of it. I know that there won't be as many poor jokes from the old trustee members. I know we will be coming home with chocolate and money. What I don't know is how to act around Mike's boss because he is a jerk and a half. I don't know who we will end up sitting with. All the guys, with the exception of one, Larry, are all...well let's just say different. I would be happy to sit by ourselves but I know that would be rude. I don't know how to act around everyone as well seeing as they all know our recent situation and I know they are all going to be commenting on it. Though I don't doubt their sincerity, I really have the hardest time when people comment to me about it. That is when I feel the emotions rise up. So, I hope that God just gives me the strength to deal with that.
Well, I think I'm gonna go make Camden and I some French toast for breakfast. I will be sure let ya'll know how the party is later tonight. TTFN
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