Thursday, October 20, 2005

Elaboration

Hmmm, wow. I have just had one of those thoughts that lead to another and another and another all within a matter of seconds. I was thinking about my previous post and how I recently changed my layout back to what I had originally picked when I first began blogging. I was thinking about that whole idea of how change is representative of my life. Changes. Constant changes. When I mean changes I mean good changes. At least those in which I am consciously choosing and those in which God is doing in my life. I then began thinking about Kimmy's post and her mentioning changing her furniture. Again, change that I do quite often. But it brought me back to the changes in my life. I am beginning to think that those physical changes that I make in my life could very much be representations of my spiritual life. I recall a conversation I had with my sister about our spiritual walks and I told her that I came to a place not to long ago about my contentment with my walk. I don't want to ever be content. I want to always have a hunger. If I become content I am afraid that it will lead to complacency. I have told God that I want to always have a hunger and never be full. I want to always have the desire to keep coming back for more. And relating that to change, if change, positive change, will bring about a healthier relationship with God and others than I am all for change. I have allowed myself to open my heart up to change that God can use to turn about for his glory. I know I tend to get off on these spiritual kicks on my blog and I apologize if it bores you, my readers, to read these things about my life. This is just where I am. I feel as though my heart is changing. Again, there's that change word. But it's true. As I seek God and find more and more of who he is, I find that he continue to change me. My ultimate change would be to be found in his likeness. Those changes that keep taking place in my life are leading me in that direction. I know I will never find it here on earth, but I will one day. Until then, God continue to change me!!

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